After many, many months of searching it seems I have finally found a tutor!!
“Joy to the world, Sam found a tutor!”
Hehe!! Truly it is! People around me thought, “Yes! We won’t have to listen to her whine and watch her sulk around the house all day now!!” Sucker!! Now you have to listen to all my existential angst crap!!! Ha!
But really it’s not so bad. I have a tutor who, I hope, thinks I have what it takes to cut it. Though he does say it’ll take about two weeks o see whether my enthusiasm for math is actually for math per se or some sort of application of it. Two weeks, Damn! Bet what the hey! What else to I have to do right?
I think I will actually see if I can do my BSc externally from KU. At least then I won’t have to study all this other crap! Damn! How I wish life were as simple as it was supposed to be…Go to college…kick butt…Do masters…kick more butt…Do PhD…Become great mathematician…and super brilliant prof…sweet simple…almost forgot, find man along the way…get married and all that.
But here I sit…22 years old and 2 years behind schedule! Right now I should have had a year and a half of college left, instead of starting again. Too many bad choices, both mine and others’. But that’s life I guess. Who knows what this all will lead too. Maybe I will end up changing the education system here. Maybe I’m just meant to…God knows!
Anyway, I should look into summer courses abroad. They may help with the whole doing masters abroad thing. Damn it!! Why must I always want the things I can’t get here! But I shall persevere and then life will be brilliant!! Hehehe…Yeah right!!
But I can always dream can’t I!
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